Monday, February 6, 2012 8:22:00 AM

♥hey , B A C K ! I feel so different with our relationship , now I just relies that from the first I know you is like you better then now . people growing older , life need to move on . people changing . I don't want to expect people know my feeling . I don't wish to elaborate actually . but, I just share with my feeling not all but at least I have express my feeling through blog, rather then people . I feel like i wanna shared with boyf, i scared. I had enough of fight. Im tired, i need a happy life before you going for your national services. But i see from the reaction you treating me so different, I felt like asking you, but I scared. I have enough of people kept showing face to me and people showing attitude to me . enough pain, ); I'm type of person i can't deny that I'm so sensitive now . That's why I'm easily get jealous . if that person I really treasure and love him fcuking much . I just can't leave him, his the one have change me to became a better person, I'm a player last time . my loverly baby, is the one who had change myself to became a better person. Idk, why must i face this type of relationship have a pain on it, Everything changed when reaching 1year plus, ! Baby, we going 2years soon . I treating u like adult, come on baby . I don't want any problem attitude from you . i seriously don't really care if you want to treat me like a small kid or what I just need from you, is that i need a time spending Time with you before you serve your national services . I actually decide something for you actually . but I scared all this won't happen . For the reaction you treating, i think you should just dont deserve it also .I didnt expect that my Muhammad Effy andy had totally changed, seriously. I just miss the old you, I wish you changing sincerely from your bottom of ur heart for me . Thanks, i need to go for sleep now. haven't, sleep yet from yesterday. ouh, yeah . I also don't really know, weather I can sleep or not ? I kept thinking, why baby had change alots . At the same time i want to check out my mistake what I had showing to baby for the past few years and what I saying to make baby changed like totally bad like this, (; I know that, SENTIASA macam mana you treating me badly, I still remember your still in my heart, (;

Remember, everyday before I go to sleep i without fail telling you, no ones can wins my heart accept u muhamad effyandy ,