♥ Through it all,
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 6:03:00 PM



 die pon nak jugak !
 step sad laa tuh

 nak manje- manje pulak.


Back, Just reached home mitting shura at lot1. Eat ChikenChop.
Yummy.  short post today, not in the mood. Sunday, Monday 
and Tuesday Mit bhy. Today not mitting him. Picture above
on the sunday go out with bhy. That's all, Bye):


 haish, idk what to say anymore. i better just shut up my mouths
rather then i say everything out, you told me many times that you
wanna change but then you didn't show me any change. haiyaah,
idk laa. i changing slowly now for the sack of you and this what
I've get . oh, i just need to stay strong that the best way that i can
do . haiyaaaaah ): 


Saturday, March 26, 2011 7:07:00 PM



 takdr kejer, lick baby ear. hahah !
 baby kacau akuh ! haish !
muke bhy kental hahah, but cute.
 muke bhy burok ! hahahah !

My tummy bonchet . tak caye tanye babay akuh ! kan bhy ?
Yesterday ? meet baby at baby crib's. go waterfront. 
reached home at 12.45am. and today i at home, kemas bilik.
last few days i and baby keep fighting through the phone. 
im sorry for everything bhy . iloveyou . 
no fight-fight kay bby. i want to be happy with you.


Sayang kau, effyandy !



Friday, March 25, 2011 5:04:00 AM


BHY !! ingat tao nnt .. u nye happy day ... dis coming .. nk kluar sngt kan .. haah ! tgk i snggop tao nk ajak u kluar . nk tgk u happy nye psl , nk tgk wayang tk bhy .. tpy pls la bhy jgn jlan jauh2 sngt kaki i blom baek btol nnt sket u nk tolong dukong i ker ... ? hahah !! i dala berat tulang .. step u leh angkt je .. heehs ! u dala pemalas nk mams ! BLUECK ! HAHA !
I tgh mendak niee ... tats why i type-type mcm gnie ... haha !! k la bhy nk kejot u pon mate i da ngantok .. haha !~ sowie bby ~~  klau i kol pon u bkn nye angkt ... hmpf ! haha~ tpy tkpe la u kan pnt ... k la  .. i nk bobok ..
goodnyte , sweetdream , sleeptyte , tc , loveyu , mishyu , muah ~~ ! tatatititutu ! haha !! ye bye ...

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Thursday, March 24, 2011 3:16:00 AM


bhy , i sorry kay bhy klau slame nie i ksi stress or saket hati .. haish !
i twu salah i smue niee ... haish ! i tkd niat pon nk uat u stress or sket hati nie smue ..
n i actually paham prasaan u ...  bkn i tk phm ... cume u tk blg i yg u stress ... dhen i gurau la dgn u ... psl i ingt u okay , psl cre u bbl mcm ader mood so i joke-joke la dgn u .... haish ! i tak twu pon tyme i gurau dgn u tu salah tyming .. haish !
i kan da kater kt u syanng klau u ader problem share dgn i . . i akn pham prasaan u ... haish ! prasaan i klau u tk phm tkpe syanng .. aslkan i phm prasaan u srg je i da cukop happy bhy .....  haish !
I SO SORRY BHY !~ for wat i have done to u ... hope u will forgive me n forget about wat i have done to you just now .. im really sorry bby ... i will try my best to change just you ... i will prove to you ok bby ... mark my word ... n i will try my best just to make u happy aite ... ~U ARE THE ONLY ONE TAT I LOVE~  ... smile*=) im sorry once again ....!

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Thursday, March 17, 2011 2:45:00 AM










currently, i  at  baby crib's .. not sleeping, i'm going home first train. 
baby, beside me now. he will accompany me till i goo home. 
went to waterfront yesterday and reached baby crib's at 12 plus.
very tiring sia, from 4pm yesterday till 12am . crabbing all the way.
and bhy keep bully me. sayang kau bhy . and, bhy was so manje
yesterday.  hmm, now smuah orang daa tydo while myself blogging
and play with the iphone game. hmmr, about yesterday ? 
i broke up with bhy. but, we back together just now afternoon. 
i dont want to elaborate about yesterday why i broke up with bhy. 
i feel soo deeply hurt yesterday till i cant stand with the pain. 
i just cant leave bhy like that cause i really need hym badly in my life bhy.
and bhy had change to worst now, i dont know whats wrong with hym.
he keep scolding me now on.  issit my mistake I've did or what?
but at least he can slow talk with me, and tell me my mistake in a nice ways.
haisssh, i dont know what to say. im sorry bhy, im too straight forward at here's.
it just that,  i still have this feeling and this feeling is not easy to forget & erase easily.
only god, knows what i feel. till here's lar. im soo speechless, update soon. 


Tuesday, March 15, 2011 1:14:00 AM


          ~! TiTi SaYaNg EfFy !~
                ...11/07/2010...
~ ! may the last voice u hear is mine ! ~
                    :done by ur  EFFYTITI


Monday, March 14, 2011 11:51:00 PM


*muke bhy, stepcute, nak cubit ajer .

just reached home from waterfront.
i want to goo crabbing with baby and family.
crabbing means, catch the crab. go try. it's fun. very 
challenging. when next baby ? i want to eat the crab.*Yummy* 
oh my god, i didn't expect that myself & dhy has end our r/s yester
because of some misunderstanding matter. i dont want to talk much.
i benci, the way that we are not together. you treat me very rude. haish)':
dont you know that you treat me like that ? my heart is very hurt deeply. 
till i cant stand it and i've been crying non-stop. till we're back to normal.
dont you know that my life were be co-up with you. 

loosing you like loosing my parent. can get crazy ain't you know that?
i just scared of loosing you bhy. i felt uncomfortably without you. did you 
know that ? without you in my life thats nothing much i can do.
dont you know that the time that we're not together. on that time of point,
my heart feels, haish* idk what to say. only god knows what i feel on that 
time of point. till myself dont know how am i and i felt that im useless. 
till the time we meet justnow in the afternoon. i forcing myself to meet you.
ikotkan hati memang taknar jumper you langsung because, meluat akuh tgk 
muker kau bhy. taklar fakefake jelar dhy ! you think i that type of person per?
of couse you know me well enough kans sayang . i forcing myself not to go to
school just because i want to meet you and, you can see first things frist, i cried 
infront of you. cant you see that ? masih tak cukop keh akuh tujuk kat kau yang
akuh betolbetol sayang kau kerh bhy ? bhy oh bhy, akuh sayang kau sorang
laa. takdr orang yang bole treat myself well, macam you treat i bhy. 
iloveyousomuch daddie. hope we can last much more longer. 
i dont want any fight between us, alhamdulilah that we back together.



Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang, effyandy ALONE ! muaaaaaaachks !


Saturday, March 12, 2011 8:12:00 PM



I don't want to talk much, you people can say everything that you want.
you people want to talk bad about me ? gasak korang . 
i know i do it for my own ryte . kalau korang nak tudo akuh sembrang, 
rasak korang uh. i don't lie to myself okay. that's all, im moodless !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! haish )':
i do my proper post next time.


Thursday, March 10, 2011 10:08:00 PM


i can still remember this picture of us bhy ?
can you still remember. 
i took this pic for a quite a long time. 
till i cant remember, ohmygod !

cute kan kyter ? hahahah !

Two more hours to our 8th monthsary sayang. thanks god.
oh my god, i didn't expect that we can last this long syang.
no matter what happen, these no ones can win my heart likes,
you win my heart baby. i love you the only one. you cant be 
replaced dhy . sorry for everything I've done to you for this while, 
sorry for hurting you most of the time. sorry for making you mad 
because of me. thanks for being there for me when i need you.
thanks for being a responsible boyfriends. thanks for being so caring 
toward me. thanks for the giving me the good and bad advice towards
me. thanks for showing me a correct paths most of the time. thanks for
everything laar. i really appreciated its alots. thanks so much, and last but
not least, i scared of losing you baby. please don't leave me alone.
i need you in my lyfe badly. without you my life became mess without you.
because i know that you the only one that can take good care of me. 
and you are the only one i need in my heart no one can replaced it. i loveyousomuch)':
no matter bad situation we are in, i love you so much. i hope no one can break us
apart . thank syaang. loveyou somuch muhamadeffyandy. titieffy's 


Tuesday, March 8, 2011 10:07:00 PM


*tgk muke bhy tuh ^.^ stepcute ehs ? 
mintak kenhr sepak gytuh. 
geramnyerh nan kau bhy. 
haish, syg kau la.


Baby, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you for this few days. 
we have been fighting about a small matter. I'm sorry sayang.
please i cant wait to meet you tmr. no school for me, cause
i cant wait to hug my babyboy(: hahahs ! and now bhy play
hys soccer and while me posting this. wait for baby to call
me macam, buah tak jatoh gytuh. haiyoo. main bola, spai tak 
igat orang. daa kepale batu, daa shaket kaki maseh nak main bola.
if your kaki shaket bhy ? aku tepok tangan ahr dhy ! kau degil sgat
kan, dont want to listen to me ryte . takkan la titi spai haty sgat nak tepok
tngan kat matair titi sendiri tyme dyerh shaket kan ? orang budo
je buat ciam gytuh . hahas ! actually takmo kaseh muke sgat kat
laki jugak. tapy, harap-harap nuthing happen to dhy la nyerh pon.i akan 
tawu baby i kuat & not to forget,  i miss him alots, i nak otp nan bhy pls, 
From just now morning i on the phone with dhy, i have no fight with hym uhr.
all the way, boyf kacau me & myself kacau boyf too. hahah ! laugh. bhy, 
so cute today. i cant wait to cubit hys pantat tmr. hahahh ! and, gigit hys 
pipi yg chubby tuh. gramnyerh ! bhy oh bhy , maner kau ? akuh nak berbual
nan kau laahr bhy. akuh rindu kau taow ! i syang you baby. please, kol akuh
cepat laa budo ! akuh tugguh kau nie. hahahahah ~




Monday, March 7, 2011 2:08:00 PM



the picture above, [ baby alone ] last time picture at my camera.
cute kan baby akuh ada rambot. hot kan nipple dyer .. hahahah(;
sayaaaaaaaaang kau bhy ! Hahahah ! the picture myself and bhy
 took that picture last friday, baby botak already, mcm anak budah.
hahahaa* jangan salah kan i ehs ? you yang sendiri kata nan i, you macam
anak budah. hahahah* then i keep disturb bhy saying that bhy anak budah*
hahah ! then thatt tyme of point, sumpah babay akuh cute gyler. 
dyer duduk kat one corner then majok dengan muke sad dyer. hahahs !
sumpaaah cute sia bhy kau. gigit kang bahru tawu ! kay on the days of 
points, i sleep at bhy crib's played  hide and seek. thought that day, i 
wanna go home at night, then that night i sleep at baby crib's again. 
plan nak alik, first train than smpai keh malam. haiyoo. on that night, we
go to crescent park at around Admiralty area. Play hide and seek at there 
with baby family & baby friends was there too. one part, i hide with *abg ajib*
baby brother. i laugh non-stop. cant control already. abg ajib reaction is making
me laugh non-stop. i don't know how to explain. till now i can imagine how abg 
ajib run. astagaaa ! i want to go crescent park again to play hide and seek, with
them please, i have fun with them. ohmygod* hahahah ~ and to bhy, dont be so
jelours about hym. no matter happen, my heart need you in my lyfe. thanks;D

ignored my face* tired face.


let's talk about today ? i just reached home about 1/2 hrs ago. 
when to marina barrage for picnic with my classmate.
and goo home at 1230pm. what a boring day for me.
i don't have the mood when i at the marina barrage just now,
cause my stomach is very very cramp. till i cant stand with it nimore.
what aday man. now baru ada mood, hahah !! cause i yakyak already* 
happy. but i'm tired, haiyo ~ hahah ! later i want to sleep la. very sleepy sia.
till here's. tata* i miss bbay so much ! muacks,


Saturday, March 5, 2011 4:15:00 AM


Currently I at bhy crib's. Sleepover at bhy crib's. 
Beside me was kakain, meyebok je kakain. 
hahahah ! k, let's talk about just now.
played hide and seek with kakain, abgwan and baby's
friends. Laughing here&there. very happening. 
i hide with bhy most of the times. and bhy, get easily 
jelours about somethings, dont wanna eleborate it. 
Skrg, i blogging while the rest play the carom. 
And, kakain beside me reading what am i typing. 
Kapo Kia* leer. Bhy, pulak tgh *yakyak* hahahahh !
i have been forcing myself to blog because of bhy. 
hys the one who ask me to blog, and now he at the
toilet, yakyak* ! k, here's baby now beside me. 

almak, bhy myebok ! dyer pon nak jugak, * hahahah ~ 
The convesation between us. 
- helow bby ! ! u kater i mnyebook ehy !! WTH !! .. 
I JUST WANNA SAY TAT 6 MORE DAYS TO GO !! 
to our 8mthsary !! heehs !! hope kter leh lastloong kay sayang .. ! 
hehe !! n i will try to change just for u kay bby , n i hope 
u well change for me to .. like wat u say last tyme kay 
bby .... ok la mhy ! tats all .. EFFYTITI ALWAYS !! 
LOVEYOU !! =) n lupe nk kate YANG
 I MAAAJOOOKKK TAOOOOO !!!!!
 BLUUUUUUEEEECCCKKK !!!!

~ HAHAHAH ! hello, sayang. Yeap, i kata you meyebok ! Pantatyu, 
jyeah Dhy, 6moredays to 8mthsary. hope we can lastlong too. 
tuhan ajer yang bole break us apart kk dhy. that good that, you want
to change. i will change for you tooo. mark my word baby. 
yeah, i will always loveyou too dhy ! I know that titieffy is strong
enough to hold our relationships. alalalalah ! majok pulak baby ii ? 
youu sabar, i will talk to you later. iloveyou n matter what happen sayang.
iloveyou* muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaks(:



Yours truly,

With love♥

With love♥


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